A Little Insecurity
...With Heaps of Personality and Simplicity

I really should do homework…

I don’t want to.

I’m tired.

I don’t care.

I’m lazy.

Fuck!

I was reading this book on veganism and vegetarianism, and basically I think it is absolutely correct.  From my experience everyone who ate meat once and became veggie over the years begins to separate themselves from the meat eaters, there’s us and them.  Really honestly, I lean more towards vegetarian, but honestly do vegetarians need to make such a fuss of the fact that they are what they are…

I’m just venting because I had this occur today.

Stop it.  Honestly saying I haven’t eaten meat in seven years is like a meat eater going I haven’t touched a vegetable in a decade.  Sounds stupid?  I think so.

Well anyway there’s my little vent.

No I don’t mind veggie people (I’ve done veggie pledge and actually was vegan for quite a while and am considering going back).

So, I got early wake up from people who know my number to say happy birthday.

I’m finally sixteen and well, it feels kind of weird.  I don’t know why it’s strange, good or bad, not sure, but it’s sure a strange feeling.

(via littlemiss)

Confession Time: Because of the above stated I need some sort of closure to put his painful memories and image to rest.  To keep his image from haunting me in my dreams every night and holding me back every step of the way.

People are too lovely sometimes, that it showers me with guilt.

My birthday is coming up, and I decided to just keep to my old friends, but today made me feel like I should basically invite all the people I know.

My locker was decorated so beautifully in shining paper, with pictures of my favorite things.  It had pretty colored papers, that had the thin stains of ink and pen on it. I had happy birthday sung in a couple of different languages, and a ocean-ful of hugs. It was quite wonderful.

I am actually looking forward to Sunday, 80’s theme with a girls night out tied in.

Dear Zombie,

Yes you.  Welcome to tumblr.

I love you!

(via tammyisyellow)

Don’t we all.

It’s sad, but I think in one way or another we all do.  We are all unsure of what we are capable of doing.

Today so far is rather interesting I must say, well no it’s more of tedious and boring.  However, I think I love the conversations at Northside, or whether the debate that had began in Algebra class, as to whether dolphins have derived from whales, which later escalated to whether dolphin themselves are a form of whale.

It’s getting pretty heated.  The next hour in Physics is definitely going to be interesting.

Dear Golden Light,

Thank you for finding my posts insightful.  It really makes my day, because honestly usually I just feel weird about my posts.  Also, sometimes I secretly wish that sometimes my posts could help someone or give ideas, or just be something that someone enjoys reading.  So yes now you know one of my secrets.

Appreciatively,

The Insecure